I can still dream

I dream of warm arms

Wrapped around my body

Eyes that look lovingly upon my face

A heart that cares for mine

Like a gentle warm summers day

We laugh, we walk, we live

There is companionship

There is happiness

There are bad times; we face them together

 

But my whole being says

You had this; you squandered it

You can’t have that again

It’s not for you

 

You  only get so many chances

You used them all

You have the world in your head

Live in there, pretend out there