New Beginnings

Emotional roller-coaster of love and lust

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No world is without storms

Some pass overhead
Leaving an uneasy mind

Some are over quickly

Others last…

Hailstones batter your being
Lightning strikes at your soul
Thunder troubles your innocence
Flash floods pour from your eyes

Storms will show you
what you’re made of
what we’re made of

Some storms wipe out
leaving you empty
But empty is only another state of

A new beginning

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You fooled me

You fooled me

I still think of how

you fooled me

Not only me…many others

How you deceived and conceived

Did you always have a plan?

To hurt me?

To lie to me?


You have no idea of the damage

How many tears I cried

How much I loved

How much I cared

Only when some wisdom comes

(which might never come)

you will realise the full extent

of your devious ways


Yes, you fooled me

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They say that you can be alone, even when there are people around you. You can crave for something even when your every need is met. Restless heart, restless spirit. I am not an easy person to live with. I am not an easy person to understand. I go with what I feel 99% of the time. I am ruled by my passion, my feelings. Is this the right way to be? Is right the right word? Is there wrong in living by your passions? I’m not sure. I don’t think it’s the only way to live, but I do believe that my passion keeps my dreams alive. Without my passion I wouldn’t have any fight in me. I wouldn’t have a reason to get up and live. Live to the full. Take risks, look challenges in the eye and say, dammit, I will not give up. I just won’t give up on my dreams. I will never ever underestimate my worth again and settle for bad treatment. For the glass half empty, for the second best a person can give me.  I will not be hurt like I was. I will remember that I’m a fighter. I will know that the passion I feel helps me to help others. I’m passionate about people, especially the ones I love. I will walk through fire for my friends, my loved ones. I will take the clothes off my back and give it to them if they needed it.

I am passion personified. I have always been, I always will be. This is me and I don’t want to deny who I am. I want to embrace it.