New Beginnings

Emotional roller-coaster of love and lust


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Happy on the inside

Sad on the inside

Controlled sad

Not consuming me

Not emotionally debilitating.



Artificially for now


Ripped apart connection

Another scar to live with


Controlled sadness aches

A dull ache in the centre

of my being

A cure there is not

Only a control


The controlled sense of loss

The logic to recognise that

What’s been lost through this degree of hurt

Can never be recovered again


Controlled I live




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