The unexplained sadness
My body is tired, my mind confused
I long for something with no name
There is a living thing inside my soul
I feel it, looking through my eyes
My dark side?
It makes everything look grey
It weighs me down with confusion and sadness
It attaches itself to my happy thoughts and crushes it
What is this dark matter that sucks the joy from my heart
I’ve seen glimpses of it before
I hate it
I want to destroy it
Does everyone suffer with this or do I suffer alone?
Can there only be light or is this darkness a necessity of life
Tears wash some of the dark away, leaving dark stains on my cheeks
I cry for the nameless want, the mystery craving
Will the sun of a new dawn make it shrivel away?
Be gone dark matter, please let me be